Funny Sick Humor
Against the love, against the fight, against the sun, against the night, against the rules, against the force, against the wall, against it all. #lyrics
Yes, no better place to write a post for my personal blog than this place here, and this time right here. No phone, no plans, no intrusions – if only life could always be like this. I’m not at my home, I’m not in the office, I’m not partying my head off in a party that wasn’t made for me, there’s not a human in sight with whom I connect – hence I write; I write to let it out, I write to be, I write to exist – because it’s my right to exist. I’m not really sure how much or what you know about me, a lot of you out there are extremely happy and content living life by the default mode – doing what you are told, judging people, making walls instead of breaking them down, and basically being a fool submitting to stupid rules. Anyway, before I get drifted away – here’s what’s been up with me off late, if you were wondering – just in case.
The first thing that I would like to mention here is that I have finally kicked the butt. It was a tough ride, living on a ransom dictated by the levels of nicotine and other 4000 chemicals in my body. The last post I made here had me showing some medicines in my hand (suffice to say that I was sick, though that would be a lie in the alternate context), I have had chronic cough for the past 3 months now, and medicines did not help – you know what did work? Will power. NEVER A DRAG AGAIN.
Everything looks good at the work front – there’s just so much scope for innovation here that the possibilities emerge while doing the most mundane of things – like brushing teeth, taking a walk (it’s actually been proven that we get the most creative ideas while doing ‘mindless’ things). The price I pay for that is that people call me MAD on a daily basis – maybe I am, but then…
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
~Jiddu Krishnamurti.
I cry – OK? Period. I have issues. I don’t want to talk about them (because I often don’t know what they are). In fact off late I’ve seen a strange pattern emerging – talking to people physically drains me out, it doesn’t matter what the conversation is and who is involved. I get a neck ache if I have to speak too much; so I listen, and with that, I have no problems. I will listen to all that you have to say with a well timed nod and an occasional revelation if I connect the dots in my head and find something worth mentioning. The rest of the time, just leave me alone if what I do does not directly bother you per se. And don’t freak out if I cry, I quite like it – it’s a sign that I lead a life full of compassion and understanding even thought it might never appear so on the surface – for I would never let it.
More on work – using new technology for research purposes, conducting small scale opinion surveys for my understanding, online collaboration, personality profiling, creation of training programs, social media, online branding, technology advice and troubleshooting – those are some of the things I do and am interested in. Funny incident – A producer of a fairly well known TV channel contacted me and asked me to tell him some things that I was interested in. I replied that the things that really fascinate me are – (1) The state of our society, (2) Animal activism and (3) Off beat humor, but there is nothing that attracts me more than music production and mixing. No response. I shot back asking if this was an opportunity, he replied it might be but ‘fun, HR and music’ is not what he had in mind. I replied – “These are the things that make me, me and you, well you”. I like my work, I’m too loyal to even consider options elsewhere.
I am totally in love with the younger generation – I mean, these kids are unbelievably smart and aware – even though a lot of them face the usual dilemmas that we all faced while growing up, the dualities of – good/evil, right/wrong, tradition/rebellion, fate/hard work… you get the drift, but they are just so open to things, as far as I can remember I spent a good part of my adolescent life like a vegetable – unaware, disinterested and rejecting of everything. I retain the last part till date, I believe the only true way of finding yourself is waging a war, waging a war on all set beliefs, on all institutions, on all establishments, on all schools of thought. But, a ‘peaceful war’ – oxymoron? Not really.
“We know, we know… what we wanna say and we don’t care – who’s listening, we don’t rebel to sell, it just suits us well, we’re the bright young things”
~Marilyn Manson.
Till later mon amis ☮ ♥ ♪
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